I feel awful I want to die but then I feel guilt for wanting the pain to stop. I want to be able to be selfish for once and do something for me and th…

I'm so frustrated at my job right now that I'm skipping lunch so I can get some sort of SI fix. I haven't really relied on SI for years, I just have t…

Between the cracks tonight....…

Please is there anyone that can talk for a little bit?…

Im so very frustrated. I have a lot of feelings of sadness, anger, fear about my 85 yr old mothers bad health issues. All these emotions came to a hea…

Well basically my mom doesn't listen. It doesn't matter what I'm talking about she always cuts me off and says something. Usually if she would let me …

I haven't made the final decision if I was going to leave the sg for while.. I know there are some misunderstanding with that thread and I wasn't bein…

You can have peace of mind, improved health and an ever-increasing flow of energy. Life can be full of joy and satisfaction. - Norman Vincent Peale …

I feel as if i am trap that i cant be set free of this demon thats inside of me for I have wonder and solve the pain for no more blood or tears f…

I'm on the verge of tears right now for absolutely no reason. And I never cry. I'm just so upset and I have no idea why.…

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IM LIVING FOR EVERYONE BUT MYSELF IM NOT HAPPY ANYMORE I CANT HONESTLY EVER REMEMBER IVE EVER BEEN HAPPY WITH MY LIFE IN GENERA…

I set a date today. I'm not going to be a burden for anyone anymore. I mentioned leaving the site a while ago, decided to stay because I was convi…

Yesterday I told my friend about my scratches and I also want to tell her about my brother and the sexual abuse, would that be wise? She is a super go…

broken and dying…

I think I finally figured a right combo out that works in terms of meds.As my T suggested I probably needed a smaller does of the short-acting Ritalin…