So tired of myself...

By Poptartz on Sun, 01-22-12, 18:51

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Well i messed up again and im starting to think ill never get better. I cut 11 times all over my arm. I promised myself and the boy I love that id stop and i didn't. I lied. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I lie and lie till i can barely remember what the point was? Im so sick and tired of trying to be me and losing the whole time. Im sick of living a life that's nothing but lie after lie. I think its time for me to give up...

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By CK on Wed, 01-25-12, 08:58

Giving up would give you what alternative to live for?

Sometimes I believe in as many as six impossible things before breakfast-Alice in Wonderland

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By Poptartz on Mon, 01-30-12, 12:44

Thats the thing I wouldnt need an alternative I could let go and be done. I could kill myself and never have to deal with this again it sounds like the best choice ever.

pop...pop...pop...POPTARTZ!!!

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By JaneBeck on Tue, 01-31-12, 14:53

Poptartz...I know how you feel. Please know, you're not alone. When I used to cut myself, I would fantasize, sometimes, about death. But you have to resist. Reach out to those that love you. http://onlineceucredit.com/edu/social-work-ceus-sm has some great advice. You should check it out. And just remember that you are not alone!

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By worried_woman on Tue, 01-31-12, 20:59

I know EXACTLY how you feel. It's scary- you are in the same situation as me. I broke a promise (more than one) to the boy i loved. I lie, I fall in love, I cry. It's shit- but keep going. Always keep your head up, think positive, surround yourself with nice people, play happy music and stay strong baby. <3

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By denaxx on Tue, 01-31-12, 21:48

I know how you feel. I used to cut and hope that when I did it, I would die right that moment. Just about two weeks ago have I almost tried suicide....it's not worth it, it really isn't and I wish I would have known it before I tried to do it. I'm here if you need me. Message me if you ever need to talk,okay?? One alternative I find that works for me, is bringing myself into another world...reading a great book, watching movies, writing, doing puzzles, watching tv, and listening to music. I do all of tha to keep my mind Dom wondering. I'm even trying to pick up a part time job while I'm in school. Alternative?? Fond one that'll work you. I'm here if you need me honey,okay??

When life hands you lemons, make apple juice and have everyone wondering how you did it.
Art is about discovering the extrodinary out of the ordinary.

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