Self Harm Support Group
I feel like the pain is never going to get better. I have this big hole in my heart I should have done more. But I didn't and a few died.
So I was just informed that I'm part of the reason the 7 yr old is dead. Why can't I just give up. Sitting here with a blade.
I can't go to school today. I just can't. It's only going to depress me. I just hope I can think of an excuse to get out of it without my friends getting suspicious.
We'll going on 4 days now without sleep. My mind won't stop running and running. My son keeps asking for his friend. My step father stopped by this morning so now feeling came back to the point I'm ready to give up.
Today I heard my sons friend say that he knows a way to kill himself. He is only 7 years old and knows this and feels this is his only option. He has mad me want to cry. Just one more thing to worry about. So freaking helpless and scared.
I got told today that my mother wished she would of killed me when she had the chance. Maybe I should give her what she wants.
I can't do this anymore. I'm just another unimportant person that doesn't matter. I just want to curl up and die.
I'm new. Feeling like I'm bound to end up hospitalized at some point. My friend is making me do this, because she's so worried. Feeling alone.
i havnt cut anywhere on my body in a while now...but lately i keep getting this overwhelming want/need for it, I'm fighting against it but its getting harder every day.